Clumsy

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrr angry.

Fuck that

I guess I'll just bite my tongue.

If musik be the food of love, play on

smile now my little magic.

My, my, my!

Rainbow connection.

back up mofo BACK UP

I miss my brother.

Izinkan

Family?
- The best bunch you can find.

Friends?
- Beyond wonderful.

Boyfriend?
- Beyond amazing.

I'm content, thanks

Soy tan afortunado tenerte

Nunca pensé que merecí a alguien como ti para llamar mis los propios. Ahora, estoy más allá de agradecido. Agradecido que te tengo, agradecido que sea el tuyo, y ninguno otro. Agradecido para el hecho de que consiga besarte, apenas porque. Agradecido. porque soy tu amor. Y eres el mío. Eres mi bestfriend, mi novio, mi soulmate, mi todo. Y no puedo esperar para verte otra vez.

Te amo más que la vida, mi amor..

Think back and talk to me

Beyond ready for o8'.
Beyond ready for school.
Beyond ready to see Auntie Sonia.
Beyond ready to see my love.

Yes, I finally got a tagboard. Happy now?

My mama taught me better than that

This? Now this is for you.

I don't know why I let my guard down for you, when from the very begining I had strictly taught myself that there was no such thing for me. That it just happens to not work for me. But you, you decided to see if you could change my mind. And short-sightedly, I let you. And now.. now look at us? If I were to ask you to reiterate, would you think back.. and recap the laughter, the joy, the tears, the secrets? Yes, you would. Funny, cause if I were in your position, the only thing that I am able to mull over, are all all the lies. The lies that both you and I made, that we made subconsciously. Imprudently. How could I let myself succumb to being friends with someone who's so artificial, so ignorant, so heedless of everyone else around her, so.. self-consumed, so.. odious? What was I thinking? Maybe I wasn't. But people make mistakes right?

It's christmas!

Gentle comedy

and this last one is just because i miss my bestfriend

Kicking in oldschool

Just a little bit...

So, it's christmas eve..

For christmas?

Simple.

You.

Just once

- I miss waking up to messages from you
- I miss going about my day and hearing from you
- I miss having early morning breakfasts with you
- I miss having our wiggybreak
- I miss "but i didn't get to rub my belly like a bowl full of jelly"-ing with you
- I miss "i refuuuuuuuuse to cooperate with your bullshit"-ing with you
- I miss going on the phone when our o-o's refuse to work with us
- I miss having your scent stuck on to my shirt just after one hug
- I miss our secrethandshake
- I miss hearing your ringtone play on my phone
- I miss "faaaaaaaaaatty-bom-bom"
- I miss kantuting with you
- I miss your bed-smell
- I miss seeing your chin move
- I miss getting ready with you
- I miss our pizza-fridays
- I miss our movie-dates
- I miss our horror marathon
- I miss just having able to run to you after a shit day
- I miss our hollywood-kisses
- I miss just sitting and bitching with you
- I miss our couch-potato days
- I miss having tita emma's pasta
- I miss just non-stop rambling, and you would amazingly get me
- I miss watching E! with you
- I miss.. you. So much.

Pssst.. up there

Thanks.

.. for everything.

Olaaaaaaaaa!

Sorry for the lack of blogging, just got back from miri! Got a splitting headache right now, so I'll smell ya lattttttttter!

Kissssses, Huuuuugs, Looooooove!

99 red balloons!

craaaaaazy in the head, craaaaaaazy in the bed

I don't know why

I can't stop thinking about you.. I wonder what you're doing right now.

Boredom struck at 2.40AM

Flux

bliss

Risque

Call me clingy, call me dependent, I don't care. I fucking miss you.

Better together

+0607060956

Albeit short, it's funny how a phone-call from across the world can do you justice.

Secret #2

con·vul·sion /kənˈvʌlʃən/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[kuhn-vuhl-shuhn] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–noun
1. contortion of the body caused by violent, involuntary muscular contractions of the extremities, trunk, and head.
2. violent agitation or disturbance; commotion.
3. an outburst of great, uncontrollable laughter.

- convulsion

A severe, often violent involuntary contraction of the muscles. Convulsions may be caused by high fevers or poisoning and often accompany such diseases such as epilepsy.

One prozac a day

MISS - MISSING /mɪs/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[mis] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–verb (used with object)
1. to fail to hit or strike: to miss a target.
2. to fail to encounter, meet, catch, etc.: to miss a train.
3. to fail to take advantage of: to miss a chance.
4. to fail to be present at or for: to miss a day of school.
5. to notice the absence or loss of: When did you first miss your wallet?
6. to regret the absence or loss of: I miss you dreadfully.
7. to escape or avoid: He just missed being caught.
8. to fail to perceive or understand: to miss the point of a remark.
–verb (used without object)
9. to fail to hit something.
10. to fail of effect or success; be unsuccessful.
–noun
11. a failure to hit something.
12. a failure of any kind.
13. an omission.
14. a misfire.
—Verb phrases
15. miss out, Chiefly British. to omit; leave out.
16. miss out on, to fail to take advantage of, experience, etc.: You missed out on a great opportunity.
—Idiom
17. miss fire. fire (def. 52).

Here we are again

I've always hated airport-goodbyes, I've already started cursing the miles. I hope you're safe bu, you know I love you.

Bewitched

The day panned out OK.

doaku tuhan

Stripped off of all artificiality.

- I want my Abg Jaime, Abg Daniel, Kaka Anna and Auntie Sonia, to come back. And to have the whole family under the same roof.
- I want to wake up from Auntie Sonia's fits of sneezes.
- I want to spend a Family sunday, with the whole family.. for the first time.
- I want to consume food without having to worry about the consequence, or should I say flab.. I'd get from it.
- I want a book to read, be it copactic. I just want a book to read.
- I want to know what Lola and Lolo are doing right now.
- I want to see Uncle Dan a.k.a Papa.
- I want so badly to detach my morbid habit of having to please everyone.
- I want to spend christmas and new years with my boyfriend.
- I want Danial to not leave.
- I want so badly to dream a dream of my nini laki, whom I never got to meet.
- I want this year to end as fast as it can, I am so ready for 2008.
- I want a dog.
- I want to perform, and leave atleast one person in the audience in tears.
- I want to know how Teneesha and Stephanie are doing.
- I want to know how many people are thinking about me right now.
- I want to know how tomorrow is going to pan out.
- I want to know when did everyone start growing up.
- I want to never disappoint daddy.
- I want to be a lawyer
- I want to maybe even be a chef.
- I want to learn how to speak spanish. And french.
- I want to learn how to ride a horse and not scream bloody murder whilst on it.
- I want to go to a far away exotic country, and actually be happy to come back to Brunei.
- I want to marry Danial.
- I want to have 3 kids. A girl, a boy, and an adopted child. Don't ask why.
- I want to name my first born, Lailatul Amor.
- I want to meet Oprah Winfrey.
- I want to know what really happened that night. But for now, I'll just bite my tongue.
- I want to go to sleep now.

Goodnight Brunei, the sky is beautiful tonight.