iza and her d.

you have to understand why.

have i told you..

okay. forget that shit that i said about having the hari raya spirit. i do not have the hari raya spirit. i have only gone to one house. vat vhite vhis vhat?!

so. today was a loooooooooooooooong day. woke up cause aida showed up in my room and im like wtf. HAHA. no. wait. i don't feel like blogging anymore. yes kaka ya, LAUGH. HAHAHAHAHA.

goodnight beautiful people of brunei :) mwahs.

cepat pulang cepat kembali.

cepat pulang..
..cepat kembali;
jangan pergi lagi.. .

remember when i came over and stole your guitar hero?
remember when i came over and fell inlove with your little brother?
remember the first time i met your dad?
remember the first time i met your mom?
remember the first time i met tita emma?
remember the first date?
rememeber the first time we had an argument?
remember the first kiss?
remember when you left for croatia, and you saw me cry?
remember when you came back?
remember when you came back, you came to my house and saw me cry again?
remember how i would go to jis just to see you?
remember kantut?
remember bantal palok?
remember 060706?
remember the note i kept in my pillow case?
remember the shirt you gave me that i wear to sleep at night?
remember when we went to the beach and both of us got stung by jellyfishes?
remember our first picture with idris?
remember the first time you bought me credit?
remember how we used to go to besteastern to get my books?
remember when you first met my parents?
remember when i sang to you?
remember when you sang to me?
remember when you met little daniel?
remember our first sungkai?
remember when you gave me a bouquet of lillies?
remember us?
.. and all we used to be?

brighter than sunshine.

its 724PM. i have not left the house yet. i'm in my baju kurong. my parents are out. my little cousin, daniel is bugging me. i don't kno where danial is :(

so. little daniel was looking through my shite and this happened:

daniel: so bad. u smoke. *holds up a packet of ml he found in the locker*
me: :| :| :| :| :| :| *THINKING WHAT THE FCKING FCK*, its not mine. its abangs.
daniel: abg smokes?
me: uh yes.

what the fuck kan yo. amai jua tu. hahahahahahahaha. so. tmrs ze open house, but fr some effed reason people came to the house today. we had no food prepared. no softdrinks. just soya bean. sounds like a happy raya to me (:



selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin my darlings.

cause you and i both; loved.

so. i finally had some shut eyes aaaaaaaaat. around 6. blah.

guuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuueeesst what. that stupid of a fatherfucker; nelly has not finished with our baju kurongs. puki wah yo. and no, we did not send our kains too late. she's just really stupid.


19; a brand new insight, a new day.. says:
"why wont u fly?" thers no strings attached to it.
19; a brand new insight, a new day.. says:
its a kite sayang. you need strings to make it fly.
happy raya everyone; forpgibing is to be porgetting says:
HAHAHAHA I KNO RIGHT I SAID THAT TOO. HAHAHAHA

hokai. i gotsta go mandeyyyy. happy raya again, beautiful people of brunei.

wake up and smell the coffee.

happy raya everyone.

amanda's leaving in less than 5 hours, and i'm gna miss her. we're gna miss her. fuck the fact that its gna be for a week saja. baie wah, kaka ku wah tu. have a safe flight my kaka bighose. mwah.. alai loves you (:

anyway.

its raya and we're all in the spirit. cept that its the first ever raya without abang and i miss him. we hope you're fine and everything is swell in lufbra bang. went out tonight. well, yesterday night really since its 5AM in the morning already and for some effed up reason i can't go to bed. nyeh. i was talking to skankyhanky awhile ago. talked about tongue piercing and i've decided to do it. either when i'm piss drunk or when i have ice wrapped around my tongue 24/7. but yes. i will get my tongue pierced. if i can't wait til jan2nd. we'll get hakiim to do it for free, but if i do wna wait. we'll wait till skankyhanky comes back from singapore as an apprentice body piercer. WOOOOOOOOOOOOT.

i was chatting with kakayayers too. panat wah anak atu. but i love her nonetheless. according to a few number of people. we look alike. some even think we're sisters. whatever. i see her as my sister anyway, and whoever efs with me SHE WILL FLICK BACK TO CHINA. hahahaha. okay nda cali. well if u dont get it la. ;p

lookie at dan's and i punye surprisee prom kakatersyg i:


FUCK THE CHINGCHONGERS, no? ;p

goodnight all. selamat hari raya everyone, forgive me. for my wrong doings. lets forget the past and live the present. and look porward por whats in store for us in the future. man. that was sucha long sentence to type. friggin hell. fuck me.

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMWAH, muchos love everybody.