And yet again..

My brother left again yesterday. And I cried a lot, this time. He was here for a whole 2 months for his summer holiday. Out of the whole 2 months he was here, he got mad at me only once. He took my sister and I out almost every night and we would stay out til the break of dawn. Actually, it was more like playing text twist til the break of dawn. It was so sad to see him walk through those airport doors again. I was so used to having him around again.

Lai, mau nasi katok?

It was really nice to have him around, and this will be the 2nd raya we're spending again without him. I guess you really can't have your cake and eat it too. To have things go your way all the time, I mean come on where's the fun in that? I think I'm getting used to people leaving by now. And that was one of the things I made sure that I never wanted to happen.

It's a new day

Happy birthday.. to the love of my life.

Mashimaro

I just came home from the movies. Watched Chuck&Larry with Mr Deen. It was really good, very.. refreshing. Hahaha. I also watched Mr Deeds earlier in the afternoon just as I woke up. I gotta say, I love Adam Sandler. I think the first movie I watched of his was.. Big Daddy. And when I heard him say, "how much wood could a wood-chuck chuck, if a wood-chuck could chuck wood?" I fell inlove with his big egg-shaped head.

Adam Sandler. You gotta love him :D

Dr Pepper

I want to live in an old Victorian. A beautiful old white Victorian. With blue shutters, and a big red door. The grass, coloured in the brightest shade of green you've ever seen. And a big oak tree right across the sidewalk, that sheds within the seasons. And a tyre swing on one of it's branches.

One day. Someday. You'll see.

On top of the world

writer's block

Look back

I remember that day. I remember exactly what happened. I also remember feeling so lost and so down, and eventhough we hadn't spoken for 2 months.. I dialled your number.

"Baby?"

And that's when the book re-wrote itself again.

I love you.

Couch poraro on rhe roose

One fine day...

Forgetful Lucy

Seven things that scare me

· Death of loved ones
· Armageddon
· No more crayons in the world
· God
· Losing my voice
· Disappointing dad

Seven things I like the most

· My family
· My Mr Deen
· Sushi; octupuses and all.
· A lazy sunday
· Kissing.
· My alternate universe; Mitch Albom's and Cecilia Ahern's.
· Kisses on the neck

Seven important things in my room

· Photos
· Charger
· Seasons 1-10 of friends
· Make up
· Laptop/Computer
· My box
· Toothbrush

Seven random facts about me

· I want to end world hunger.
· My tongue can reach my nose.
· My tongue can reach my elbow.
· I love it when I wake up in the morning with my nose all fuzzy and cold.
· Sneezing is my quintessential of a fun time.
· I procrastinate like there's no tomorrow.
· I starve myself when I'm depressed.

Seven things I plan to do before I die

· Vist paris.
· Learn to be fluent in spanish and french.
· See Oprah.
· Travel all over the world.
· Live in New York.
· Build schools in Nepal or Cambodia.
· End world hunger.

Seven things I can do

· Love
· Make a kickass chocolate cake
· Hibernate
· Make you smile
· Woo your mom.
· Be an absolute bitch
· Live with Nazura

Seven things I can't do

· Disappoint daddy
· Pick up after myself
· Not screw up
· The Salsa :(
· Walk in 4 inch heels
· Leave the tap running or the lights on when not necessary
· Camp in the forest

Seven things I say the most

· Hi baby
· You what?
· Ah fuck
· What the fuck?
· I love yew I love yew I love yew
· Bye auntie son.
· Oh sweet mother of God.

Seven celeb crushes

· Noah from the notebook
· Honestly, Adam Sandler
· Brad Pitt
· Johnny Deppppp
· CMM
· Matt Le Blanc
· Cole from charmed

Black poppy

1. Sleep with or without clothes on?
Most of the time with, but I have my nudist days.

2.Prefer black or blue pens?
Brack carer prease.

3.Dress up on Halloween?
No.

4.Like to travel?
Def.

5.Like someone?
No.

6.Does he/she know?
-

7. Sleep on your side?
On the stomach.

8. Think you're attractive?
I have my days.

9. Want to marry?
Yes, I do.

10. Who?
Mr Deen.

11. Are you a good student?
Haha again, I have my days.

12. Are you involved in sports?
Recently? No. Aaaaaaaaiyo I feel ze love handles building up.

14. Birthplace?
Over the moon.

15. Do u do drugs?
Tak.

16.Colored or black-and-white photo?
Black-and-white prease :)

17. Do long distance relationships work?
They work, only if you want them to work.

18. Do you believe in astrology?
Yes.

19.Do you believe in god?
Totary!

20. Do you believe in love at first sight?
More like lust at first sight.

21. Do you consider yourself the life of the party?
Well.... hahaha.

22. Do you drink?
Quit, last-christmas.

23. Do you have your own car?
No :(

24. Do you have a job?
I wish.

25. Do you make fun of people?
Yes ok, I do, so shoot me. What else are you supposed to do here? Praise every Joe and Jane wearing mismatched clothes?

26. Do you think dreams eventually come true?
Look at Martin Luther King.

27. Fave thing to do?
Lazy Sundays with my Mr Deen.

28. Fave breakfast food?
My eggs sunny skies up.

29. Fave Candy?
The yerrow one with sambui in it, oooooooooooooh.

30. Fave Vacation spot?
Paris please.

31. Favorite body part of the opposite sex?
I'm sorry, I have too many to name.

32. Favorite cartoon/comic?
Moncheechees!

33. Go to the movies or rent?
The movies.

34. Have you ever moved?
More than my fingers can count.

35. Have you ever stolen anything(from a store)??
When I was younger, I stole pencil lead from Hua Ho. Woo crinimar.

36. How's the weather right now?
Calm.

37. Hug or kiss?
Hugs. Kisses. Hugs. Kisses. I'm torn.

38. Last person you talked to on the phone?
My Booooooo.

39.Last time you showered?
Few hours ago.

40. Loud or soft music?
Somewhere in the middle.

41. McDonalds or Burger King?
Burger King.

42. More romantic; baths or showers?
Baths.

43. Night or day?
Both actually.

44. Number of Pillows?
4.

45. drums or guitar?
Instrument? Guitar? Player? Drummer :D

46. PE or MaTh?
Depends on what day it is.

47. Punk or Classic?
Classic.

48. Hangout or study?
Hmm... I dunno... What do you think?

49. yoghurt or milk?
Both!!!!

50. eggs or chocolate?
Ooooooooooooooooooooooh...

Over the moon

Huuuuffalump.

Warts and all

I am seriously bored out of my mind, it's 3.20 in the morning and school is just in a couple of hours.

Tell me again.. are we lovers or friends?

Callaway

1. Who were you with last night?
Mmmmmmmmm Danial.

2. What woke you up this morning?
Wasn't asleep yet.

3. Where are you?
On the couch.

4.Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
School starts tomorrow, could go either way.

5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
Just baba.

6. When was the last time you cried?
Earlier last week.

7. Ever thrown up in public?
No.

8. Passed out because of alcohol?
Nope!

9. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
What to cook for the rents for sahur, I'm feeling nice today. (I surreptitiously want to become a chef)

10. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
Yes.

Bring me flowers

Hello blogger world. It is 8.16AM in Brunei Darussalam, Jalan Muara, 3 houses behind tiong hin "district". Eversince ramadhan started I've started the habit of staying awake during the wee hours of the night, and being dead asleep through the day till I hear the whole house scream, "BAAAAAAAAAAAADUK". Don't get me wrong, I love the routine, but unfortunately, school will be starting in.. OH SHIT TOMORROW.

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As Sarah would say, "Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooosah".

Here come the puasa days.

Happy puasa everybody.

I really really miss yaya. Wish you were here..

Hehehehehehehehe.

Never better :)