Ola.

It's 1.01 here, and that's 7.01 in the morning in Croatia. I can't believe I haven't seen him for a whole month now. It feels like just last week when I said bye to him at the airport.

On somedays, I take the distance as a good thing. I shows me that despite the fact that he's more than a million miles away, we can still work. And that's just.. wow. I tell myself that the distance between us prepares us for what's to come. And what's to come is something so amazing. Something so great. Tis my blog, and I may brag about my boyfriend and our relationship as I please. Eventhough, IF this isn't what love is, it IS for me. You know? Nevermind the fact that we're young. Yeah so we're young, but we're young and inlove. Nobody can take me off of my feet and take my breath away at the same time, but he can. Nobody can make me feel like I'm the most beautiful girl on the face of this earth when I'm in my sweats, but he can. Nobody laughs when I cry over a game of speed, but he does. And you would think, after a year.. Things would start to dry. But no. He can still make me smile like how he did the first time we kissed, he still sends tingles through every part of my body, he still makes the butterflies in my tummy flutter like there's no tomorrow, he still.. He still blows my mind away.

I shouldn't depend my happiness on him, I don't. I hope. But with him around, everything's.. better. He makes diet coke taste like coke. He makes 7up tastes like Sprite. Heck, the guy makes Air Suci taste like Evian. He drives me kookoo. He drives me crazy.. Not I-will-kill-myself-if-i-lose-you crazy, but.. ontop-of-the-roof-top-and-over-the-moon crazy. And you know what?

... Sometimes crazy's alright.