Mashimaro

I just came home from the movies. Watched Chuck&Larry with Mr Deen. It was really good, very.. refreshing. Hahaha. I also watched Mr Deeds earlier in the afternoon just as I woke up. I gotta say, I love Adam Sandler. I think the first movie I watched of his was.. Big Daddy. And when I heard him say, "how much wood could a wood-chuck chuck, if a wood-chuck could chuck wood?" I fell inlove with his big egg-shaped head.

Adam Sandler. You gotta love him :D

Dr Pepper

I want to live in an old Victorian. A beautiful old white Victorian. With blue shutters, and a big red door. The grass, coloured in the brightest shade of green you've ever seen. And a big oak tree right across the sidewalk, that sheds within the seasons. And a tyre swing on one of it's branches.

One day. Someday. You'll see.

On top of the world

writer's block

Look back

I remember that day. I remember exactly what happened. I also remember feeling so lost and so down, and eventhough we hadn't spoken for 2 months.. I dialled your number.

"Baby?"

And that's when the book re-wrote itself again.

I love you.

Couch poraro on rhe roose

One fine day...

Forgetful Lucy

Seven things that scare me

· Death of loved ones
· Armageddon
· No more crayons in the world
· God
· Losing my voice
· Disappointing dad

Seven things I like the most

· My family
· My Mr Deen
· Sushi; octupuses and all.
· A lazy sunday
· Kissing.
· My alternate universe; Mitch Albom's and Cecilia Ahern's.
· Kisses on the neck

Seven important things in my room

· Photos
· Charger
· Seasons 1-10 of friends
· Make up
· Laptop/Computer
· My box
· Toothbrush

Seven random facts about me

· I want to end world hunger.
· My tongue can reach my nose.
· My tongue can reach my elbow.
· I love it when I wake up in the morning with my nose all fuzzy and cold.
· Sneezing is my quintessential of a fun time.
· I procrastinate like there's no tomorrow.
· I starve myself when I'm depressed.

Seven things I plan to do before I die

· Vist paris.
· Learn to be fluent in spanish and french.
· See Oprah.
· Travel all over the world.
· Live in New York.
· Build schools in Nepal or Cambodia.
· End world hunger.

Seven things I can do

· Love
· Make a kickass chocolate cake
· Hibernate
· Make you smile
· Woo your mom.
· Be an absolute bitch
· Live with Nazura

Seven things I can't do

· Disappoint daddy
· Pick up after myself
· Not screw up
· The Salsa :(
· Walk in 4 inch heels
· Leave the tap running or the lights on when not necessary
· Camp in the forest

Seven things I say the most

· Hi baby
· You what?
· Ah fuck
· What the fuck?
· I love yew I love yew I love yew
· Bye auntie son.
· Oh sweet mother of God.

Seven celeb crushes

· Noah from the notebook
· Honestly, Adam Sandler
· Brad Pitt
· Johnny Deppppp
· CMM
· Matt Le Blanc
· Cole from charmed

Black poppy

1. Sleep with or without clothes on?
Most of the time with, but I have my nudist days.

2.Prefer black or blue pens?
Brack carer prease.

3.Dress up on Halloween?
No.

4.Like to travel?
Def.

5.Like someone?
No.

6.Does he/she know?
-

7. Sleep on your side?
On the stomach.

8. Think you're attractive?
I have my days.

9. Want to marry?
Yes, I do.

10. Who?
Mr Deen.

11. Are you a good student?
Haha again, I have my days.

12. Are you involved in sports?
Recently? No. Aaaaaaaaiyo I feel ze love handles building up.

14. Birthplace?
Over the moon.

15. Do u do drugs?
Tak.

16.Colored or black-and-white photo?
Black-and-white prease :)

17. Do long distance relationships work?
They work, only if you want them to work.

18. Do you believe in astrology?
Yes.

19.Do you believe in god?
Totary!

20. Do you believe in love at first sight?
More like lust at first sight.

21. Do you consider yourself the life of the party?
Well.... hahaha.

22. Do you drink?
Quit, last-christmas.

23. Do you have your own car?
No :(

24. Do you have a job?
I wish.

25. Do you make fun of people?
Yes ok, I do, so shoot me. What else are you supposed to do here? Praise every Joe and Jane wearing mismatched clothes?

26. Do you think dreams eventually come true?
Look at Martin Luther King.

27. Fave thing to do?
Lazy Sundays with my Mr Deen.

28. Fave breakfast food?
My eggs sunny skies up.

29. Fave Candy?
The yerrow one with sambui in it, oooooooooooooh.

30. Fave Vacation spot?
Paris please.

31. Favorite body part of the opposite sex?
I'm sorry, I have too many to name.

32. Favorite cartoon/comic?
Moncheechees!

33. Go to the movies or rent?
The movies.

34. Have you ever moved?
More than my fingers can count.

35. Have you ever stolen anything(from a store)??
When I was younger, I stole pencil lead from Hua Ho. Woo crinimar.

36. How's the weather right now?
Calm.

37. Hug or kiss?
Hugs. Kisses. Hugs. Kisses. I'm torn.

38. Last person you talked to on the phone?
My Booooooo.

39.Last time you showered?
Few hours ago.

40. Loud or soft music?
Somewhere in the middle.

41. McDonalds or Burger King?
Burger King.

42. More romantic; baths or showers?
Baths.

43. Night or day?
Both actually.

44. Number of Pillows?
4.

45. drums or guitar?
Instrument? Guitar? Player? Drummer :D

46. PE or MaTh?
Depends on what day it is.

47. Punk or Classic?
Classic.

48. Hangout or study?
Hmm... I dunno... What do you think?

49. yoghurt or milk?
Both!!!!

50. eggs or chocolate?
Ooooooooooooooooooooooh...

Over the moon

Huuuuffalump.

Warts and all

I am seriously bored out of my mind, it's 3.20 in the morning and school is just in a couple of hours.

Tell me again.. are we lovers or friends?

Callaway

1. Who were you with last night?
Mmmmmmmmm Danial.

2. What woke you up this morning?
Wasn't asleep yet.

3. Where are you?
On the couch.

4.Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
School starts tomorrow, could go either way.

5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
Just baba.

6. When was the last time you cried?
Earlier last week.

7. Ever thrown up in public?
No.

8. Passed out because of alcohol?
Nope!

9. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
What to cook for the rents for sahur, I'm feeling nice today. (I surreptitiously want to become a chef)

10. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
Yes.

Bring me flowers

Hello blogger world. It is 8.16AM in Brunei Darussalam, Jalan Muara, 3 houses behind tiong hin "district". Eversince ramadhan started I've started the habit of staying awake during the wee hours of the night, and being dead asleep through the day till I hear the whole house scream, "BAAAAAAAAAAAADUK". Don't get me wrong, I love the routine, but unfortunately, school will be starting in.. OH SHIT TOMORROW.

laskgnlkansglg!!@@###$$$$$$$%^^&&****#@!!!!##$%DHGSG%^&&*((

As Sarah would say, "Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooosah".

Here come the puasa days.

Happy puasa everybody.

I really really miss yaya. Wish you were here..

Hehehehehehehehe.

Never better :)

And on our tongues.

Dear God,

There's this person. And he's more than wonderful. More than amazing. He's got this stars in his eyes, and the world in his smile. I've never smiled so much because of one person just being around me. His name is Danial.

I just wanted to say thanks for sending him down my path. Thank you.

You could be happy.

Haro world!

It's 9 o'clock at night. And I'm actually infront of the laptop again. I know, I know. I said I wouldn't touch a laptop for another month or so. But hey. It's a Wednesday night, Danial's doing homework. I practically memorise the lines to FRIENDS.

I'm alive, don't worry.

Ola.

It's 1.01 here, and that's 7.01 in the morning in Croatia. I can't believe I haven't seen him for a whole month now. It feels like just last week when I said bye to him at the airport.

On somedays, I take the distance as a good thing. I shows me that despite the fact that he's more than a million miles away, we can still work. And that's just.. wow. I tell myself that the distance between us prepares us for what's to come. And what's to come is something so amazing. Something so great. Tis my blog, and I may brag about my boyfriend and our relationship as I please. Eventhough, IF this isn't what love is, it IS for me. You know? Nevermind the fact that we're young. Yeah so we're young, but we're young and inlove. Nobody can take me off of my feet and take my breath away at the same time, but he can. Nobody can make me feel like I'm the most beautiful girl on the face of this earth when I'm in my sweats, but he can. Nobody laughs when I cry over a game of speed, but he does. And you would think, after a year.. Things would start to dry. But no. He can still make me smile like how he did the first time we kissed, he still sends tingles through every part of my body, he still makes the butterflies in my tummy flutter like there's no tomorrow, he still.. He still blows my mind away.

I shouldn't depend my happiness on him, I don't. I hope. But with him around, everything's.. better. He makes diet coke taste like coke. He makes 7up tastes like Sprite. Heck, the guy makes Air Suci taste like Evian. He drives me kookoo. He drives me crazy.. Not I-will-kill-myself-if-i-lose-you crazy, but.. ontop-of-the-roof-top-and-over-the-moon crazy. And you know what?

... Sometimes crazy's alright.

Nabil.

How do you know what to do when you're beside death? How do you know how to spend your last days? How do you know how to say goodbye, how do you choose your last words? This post is for Nabil. Not late nabil, just Nabil.

Yeah, sure I knew him. But i didn't really know him. But judging from the tears, the bulletin posts, the petitions as April calls them, the comments, he sounds like a pretty great guy. Every after school, I would see him walk his little sister, hand-in-hand, to kindergrten. And it would be cutest thing. He even got Sir Eugene crying. I always knew behind his rugged exterior (ew) was the beating heart of a gentle, sensitive bebot man. Anyway, back to the subject. Eevrybody's telling anybody who's somebody all kinds of things. They found him-They haven't-He's dead-There's hope. I think that's flat-out wrong. You don't play with death like that, you just don't. Death, or Fate. I didn't know I was going to cry when the school had the prayer and tahlil. I was like, "I don't even know him.. so nevermind the tissues." But I was wrong. I somehow channeled Sarah's pain, and it felt horrible. Not only Sarah's, but everybody's. How horrible must the suspense feel to not know where your son is, where your brother is, where your bestfriend is, where your boyfriend is. It would drive me crazy. And it exasperates me so much that the boys in class have the time of day to still laugh and play around. I mean, hasn't it hit you? He might be .. yknw.

I was at Sarah's place yesterday night. I wanted to be with her. I mean, if there's ever gonna be a moment to be a good friend, that was the moment. We were listening to old school's, just accepting the lyrics, comprehensing it, and realising how precious life is. And it really proves the saying "tell someone you love them today, or you might not have the chance tomorrow." right.

Sarah was saying lastnight that, it sucks to know our prayers didn't work. I told her not to look at it that way, it/it'll probably helped/help find Nabil. (You're never to sure about what you hear) Every little prayer counts, so please don't give up hope. But if he is gone, we'll know he's in safe hands. He'll be in a world of delectation and euphoria.

Hope. Faith. Believe.

Always,

Iza.

Seer.

Dear log,

I'm at home now, sitting my fattybombom down on the bed. I'm so glad that Danial's back from KK. He goes away a lot nowadays, and i really don't want to get used to him leaving. I want to be able to cry and sob when he leaves and be labelled as sweet, not clingy. Heh. But he says, this is all just gonna help me for when he leaves to Croatia this summer, for a month. @@#!!!#@#^&$$^^&&*(&&()(((!!!!!!###@@#$$$%, aaaaaaaaaaah. Much better :) I'm also glad that the holidays are finally here, aaaaaaaaaall of us needed it. A break from the early morning tantrums, afternoon detentions and all that bejazz.

I haven't been out much this holiday, Gadong is really.. really.. reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally getting dull. You don't even know the people there anymore. The people in WS are filled with poklens, wannabe gangsters, emo chicks/boys. WHERE DID EVERYBODY GO? I guess gradually, we'll all start to change. Gradually think that staying at home IS actually better than wasting time in Gadong. Gradually think that there's more to do with our time than sit our asses down on the couches of weststreet, or the chairs of chills, ranting, nagging, bitching about the next and every bitch you see. Gradually think that smoking IS stupid and you SHOULD stop. But i said graaaaaaaaaa...duaaa..lly. I guess Gadong started getting boring when one by one the people that made it fun started to leave. Whats with that?! Ish. (Yaya, Aj, Lex, Abang, Jabba, I AM TALKING TO YOU!)

I mentioned that Big D is back right? He made the house loud again. Bless him. It's nice to have the big brother home again. I have someone to bring me nasi-katok again, someone to bitch with about all the guys and girl i loath. (Yes, my brother is a vvvvvv big bitch), someone to stay up with and play ten pin bowling, it's just nice. But I guess the family won't be complete anytime soon. With Kaka Anna and Abang Jamie never at the same place or never free at the same time. The good thing is that Kaka Anna will be coming in November I fink, but Big D won't be here. And as for Abang J? Antah.

Summer holidays are next month and errrrrrrrrrrrrr'body's coming back!!!! Jabba, Yaya, Binjai, Bernei, EVERYBODY :D but DANIAL'S LEAVING, %@#$$$$#@@@@!!!@#@$#^&***$^#@$@#!#@$. Stupid nikkuh :(



TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODAY PHOEBE!!

Guess who's back, back again.

Big Brova's back :) and the party's here at the west side. ;p

Greetings from mars. I mean Jalan Muara.

Been awhile, eh?