Love letters

MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVED

2008-09-28T20:50:00.002+08:00

to -- http://www.euphor1za.wordpress.com (clever aaaah)

Clears throat

2008-09-28T19:18:00.001+08:00

under construction x

Because I can't sleep..

2008-09-16T03:16:00.003+08:00

Starting time: 3.16AM (pls note that i sidetrack heaps)
Name: Iza
Sisters: 2
Brothers: 2
Shoe size: 8/7
Height: no idea :S

Where do you live: Brunei Darussalam.
Favourite drinks: When my 7up tastes like Sprite.
Favourite breakfast: Pass.

Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes.
Swam in the ocean: No.
Fallen asleep at school: One of my many talents.
Broken someone's heart: Pass.

Fell off your chair: Again, one of my many talents.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Well not all night........ hahah
Saved e-mails: Totary.

What is your room like: Cozy.
What's right beside you: Daniza bear haha
What is the last thing you ate: Milo puffs

Ever had chicken pox: Course
Sore throat: Course
Stitches: Eek, no!
Broken nose: No

Do you believe in love at first sight: I believe in lust at first sight.
Like picnics: Totary
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: Either Erin or Philip (<3!)
Last made you smile: Danial
You last yelled at: Abang.

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: Love
Kissed anyone: Actually..... :S
Get sick: Unfortunately
Talk to an ex: Yes
Miss someone: Yes
Eat: Course!

Best feeling in the world: When you wake up and you've got absolutely nothing to do :)
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: A very stuffed pillow
What's under your bed: A mattress
Who do you really hate: Why so personal!
What time is it now?: 3.21AM

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Yes
Do you have any siblings: Yes
Do you want children: Yes!
Do you smile often: I smile a relative amount
Do you like your hand-writing: I have my days
Are your toe nails painted: Tak
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Whoevers
What color shirt are you wearing now: Light green
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: Dinner
I can't wait till: it's 2009
When did you cry last: A few hours ago

Are you a friendly person: Yes
Do you have any pets: No :(
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: Sleeping in sengkurong
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: Yes
Do you sleep with the TV on?: No
What are you doing right now?: This
Have you ever crawled through a window?: Not that I can recall...
Can you handle the truth?: Mebe....
Are you too forgiving?: Who am i to say?
Are you closer to your mother or father?: I have my days
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: Danial and Auntie Son
How many people can you say you've really loved?: Just the handful
Do you eat healthy?: At times
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: No
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Yes
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: Depends on the si.tu.a.si
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: Too loud for my own good some might say
Are you confident?: Majority of the times, yes

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. Sleep.
2. Tuition
3. Attempt to revise
4. Attempt to revise
5. Have a good day

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Kinder Bueno (L)
2. Milo Puffs
3. Chokichoki
4. That ubi manis keropok thing
5. Gulali!

5 of my bad habits:
1. The wiggies
2. The procrastinating
3. The side-tracking
4. The pushing-of-luck
5. The far-fetched thinking

5 places I have lived in:
1. Bru
2. ManC
3.
4.
5.

It's 3.29AM now

Assalammualaikum, to the GENERAAAAL!

2008-09-05T02:50:00.002+08:00

Hello fellow.. readers? Laugh-out-loud.

I've been bed-ridden for god knows how many days, I was annoyingly ill and had to miss a few days of school. Hence.. The tingling sensation in my head of a lidurl, how you say.. DUMBNESS. Wahey, it's puasa people. Is it just me, or has the year gone by like lightning on a horse? It seems just like last week I was celebrating New Years. And now, here I am.. On the 5th of September.

I'm in the midst of my mocks, and after this.. It'll be Raya and the actual exam. People reading of my year? I don't know if I'm alone in this, but I have cross the line of being excited for the holidays to arrive. I can't wait for nothingness. I can't wait to wake up everyday as if it's a Lazy Sunday.. ev-e-ry-day. I can't wait. I can't wait. Please jump for joy and get stuck with me.

Kthanxbye!

seriously.. bored

2008-09-04T14:44:00.002+08:00

Who are you texting?
:: no one, atm

It's Friday , where are you usually?
:: out and about

Who are the last four people to send you a text message?
:: jacinta, wafikri, danial and nash

What brand of shampoo is in your
shower right now?
:: i actually.. don't know

Honestly, if you could have ANYONE in the world, who would it be?
:: mr skitso

What are you listening to?
:: limit your laughter but.. leona lewis - the best you never had

Your Birthday wish list consists of:
::

Your ex just asked you out for dinner and you say?
:: yes please :)

You need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?
:: miss selfridges!

How do you feel about your hair?
:: rubbish.

What time do you wake up for school?
:: 6.15-6.30

What movie is in your DVD player?
:: the classic, Jerry McGuire

Last two numbers in your phone number?
:: 33

Who calls you by a nickname?
:: Everyone.

What side of the bed do you sleep on?
:: on the left :)

Favorite T.V. show?
:: GG, the 70s show, house, monk, csi, GA, ugly betty. hahahah

Your last E-mail was from?
:: mr skitso

Favorite beverage?
:: pear milk tea is love.

When's the next time you'll kiss?
:: after sungkai. hahah

What do your pants look like?
:: short and blue

Are you tired?
:: no

Would you kiss the cook of tonight's dinner?
:: auntie son? sure why not.

Laugh much?
:: too much :)

What are your plans for Friday?
:: either stay in to study, or go out and... live life to its fullest ;p

Carah!

2008-08-30T04:43:00.002+08:00

*state 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself
*The people I tag are then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.
*No tag back.

1. My tongue can reach my nose
2. I am walking proof that licking your elbow is not impossible. [ok lah just my right elbow]
3. I don't eat chicken-skin
4. I thought that there was a nigger-teletubby, sometimes still do
5. I don't say the word 'too' when it comes to I love yous
6. I've been told that I giggle in my sleep..?
7. I do not have a problem with the public display of kuriking my idung
8. I have to have the first of everything, but I refuse to take the last of anything
9. Sneezing is my favourite pass time
10. I nick-name ppl when I find their names hard to pronounce, remember or is just plain uggo
11. I like watching people play pool but I refuse to attempt to play it
12.
13.
14.
15.

.. Guess I'm not that weird afterall?

- I taaaaaaaag, Lau Ben-NYYYY, Elle Dewanti, Zubair Bakar, Nadia Halim, Fatin, Sarah Ward, April Petil, Christine my treasure, Romnel Warren and whoever else is bothered :o)

Hi!

2008-08-30T04:35:00.002+08:00

I'm fine guys, how are you?

Lots of love,
Me.

Got bored

2008-08-26T01:10:00.002+08:00

You own over 10 bottles of nail polish. [ Actually, no]
You own perfume that cost over $60. [ Yes ]
You had/have fake nails. [ No ]
You have more hair products than you can use. [ Don't like products, just the good'ol shampoo ]
You have enough clothes to cover an entire refugee camp. [ Mebe.... ]
You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper. [ Sorta ]

Have you had a hair color that is not your natural color? Yes, eons ago.
Do you have blonde moment at least once a day? Hahah, I have my days.
Do you constantly keep your phone at your side? I have my days.
Do you dance around in your room when nobody else is home. All the time.
Do you refuse to go out in public without makeup. No.

Do you adore . .

Makeup? But acourse
Glitter? No
The colour pink? No
Shopping? Yes!
Jewelery? Yes!
Mirrors? I have my days.
Chick flicks? Yes!
Shoes? Yes!
Rainbows? I don't go crazy over them
Unicorns? Lol?
Disney movies? Just the classics
Candles? Yes
Flowers? Yes!
Stuffed animals? Just the ones I have
Purses? Yes!
Boots? Soso.
Starbucks? Soso.

I only say :

[x] Whatever.
[x] Oh my gosh/goodness/god.
[ ] Hun/honey.
[ ] That’s hot.
[ ] Dunzo.
[ ] Darling/dear.
[ ] Psh.
[ ] Cutie.
[ ] Hottie.
[ ] Totally
[ ] Fer sher.
[ ] Fabulous.
[ ] Hell yeah.
[x] Like.
[ ] Duh.

I only read :

[ ] Cosmopolitan/Cosmo Girl
[ ] Cleo
[ ] Marie Claire
[ ] Elle
[ ] Vogue
[ ] Dolly
[ ] Girlfriend
[ ] Seventeen
[ ] Teenage
[ ] Famous
[ ] New idea
[ ] NW
[ ] Madison
[ ] Who
[ ] PerezHilton.com
[ ] thesuperficial.com

Not a big magazine reader.

I've seen . .

[x] Legally Blonde
[ ] Elizabethtown
[x] Mean Girls
[ ] Now & Then
[x] The Notebook
[x] A Walk to Remember
[x] Sweet Home Alabama
[ ] Where the Heart is
[x] Just my luck
[x] John Tucker Must Die
[ ] Centerstage
[x] Bring it On
[x] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
[x] Mona Lisa Smile

I am/have been addicted to . .

[ ] LOST
[ ] America’s Next Top Model
[ ] Project Runway
[x] Desperate Housewives
[ ] The Simple Life
[ ] Next Pussycat doll
[ ] 8th & Ocean
[x] Grey’s Anatomy
[x] The O.C.
[x] Laguna Beach/The Hills
[ ] Nip/Tuck
[ ] Gilmore Girls
[ ] Veronica Mars
[ ] One Tree Hill

Mr Skitso <3

2008-08-11T15:36:00.000+08:00

Thank you for caring..

Blink.

from kakak tersyg.

2008-08-08T01:13:00.002+08:00

you left your blog on. So i thought i'd post a little something and tell you this.

i know i leave every few months. i see you every few days - or everyday - while im here. and we make memories and then, we have to leave them. but when i leave, every single time i do - i dont think of the memories that ive left behind, i think of the memories thats yet to come. because this is it lai. you're stuck with me - for life. through thick and thin - fat and ugly - young and sexy. you're one of my sevens, always.

i love you, 2 years ago, 2 weeks ago, 2 hours ago and 200 years later.

Kakaktersyg.

You know what they say about small feet, right? .. Small socks

2008-08-07T21:23:00.002+08:00

I've typed umdreds characters, but then i press backspace. Now, I'll just click 'publish post', and leave it at that.

I want to be manja. Let me!

Musings, come to me

2008-08-07T21:15:00.002+08:00

Don't ask me what's wrong, because I haven't got the slightest idea. Everyday now, bit by bit, I notice something or someone is changing. And it.. literally, stings. I don't know who to turn to when I feel as if I'm coloured in blue. I don't know who to turn to, when the green monster decides to pay a visit. I don't know who to turn to, after a long, neck-curdling, day. I don't know who to turn to when my Mondays are being extra bitchy and I feel beyond obese. I don't know who to turn to when my pearl milk tea is lacking of its pearls. I don't know who to turn to when my perfect jeans seem a lidurl snug.

I'm going to keep it this way for a while.

I don't want to hold anybody's hand.

Rolling-eyes and deep sighs,

Me.

Half/crazy

2008-07-30T22:53:00.002+08:00

Appreciate

2008-07-30T03:58:00.006+08:00

In this age of modernization and technology, we all fail to realize what's important and what isn't. Appreciate what you have on your plate. Appreciate what you wear on your back. Appreciate whatever you wake up to in the morning, and appreciate whatever you're sleeping on tonight. Because trust me, it could be worse, and there is.

We today, worry about the next designer bag, the next car model, the next nokia. And there's people spread out in the world worrying about their next meal. We complain about how the water is too cold, or too hot, when there's people out there literally praying for a drop of water. I even hear some people pondering about what to do with the money in their pockets, when there's people who are on their elbows and knees, yearning for a penny.

We've got air-conditioning at our finger tips, we've got hot water in a press of a button, we've got transport in a call away, we've got food in our stomach, clothes to strip off, and every reason to wake up smiling.

We have everything we need, we really do. Why are we still, constantly complaining? Syukur tah.

When you wake up tomorrow? Thank mummy and daddy/ibu and bapa/ma and abah/ma and pa. For literally.. everything.

I vow to..

2008-07-29T20:28:00.002+08:00

Always hold your hand whenever you need me to
Always call in the middle in the day just to say hi
Always kantut, wipe your ingus and kurik your idung without hesitation
Always make you laugh inside-outside
Always let you have the last sausage in the basket
Always accept the kijang
Always be your bestfriend first, then whatever, later
Always believe you when you say I am not fat
Always say you are macho
Always rub my belly like a bowl full of jelly
Always, always

I just wanna cry infront of you

2008-07-28T04:24:00.002+08:00

It's times like these I want to be the 15 year old girl I am supposed to be. It is times like these that I want to just sit and cry, cry, cry, regardless of whatever whoever says. It is times like these that I wish cookies and milk would do the trick. It is times like these that I want to be able to just crawl into a ball and just stay like that possibly for the whole day. It is times like these that I want to just whine, nag and cry. It is times like these.. that I wish you were here.

On the 26th

2008-06-28T00:36:00.000+08:00

I came home..

Love on pause

2008-06-24T02:05:00.005+08:00

In my opinion, there is no specific definition of love. There's um-llions of people in this world, on this earth.. ergo, there's um-llions of definitions. But what do I have to say about it? What does this particular 15 year old have to say about it?

LOVE? Putting aside the fact that it is an over-used word in today's world, it's beautiful. Actually, It is beyond beautiful, beyond amazing, beyond ecstatic. It makes all of us human-babies do the darnest things. It makes us sing, it makes us dance, it makes us laugh, it makes us smile, it makes us write, it makes us fight with our parents, it makes us spend our money on the littlest things that you think your monpetishu would smile to, it makes you drive all the way down to KB, Tanah Jambu, Kota Batu, Sengkurong, it makes us.. simply put, it makes us so happy.

When I'm in love, I get the fuzziest feeling inside. It makes the butterflies in my stomach fly so hard that they die. It makes me smile when I'm just about to sleep, and its why I smile the minute I awake. When I'm in love, I am cut open in the middle, and beyond exposed. I show every face and every mask I have. Every little flaw. I kantut, I cry, I piss, I o-o, I give all of me.

If you were to ask me.. What do I do best? No questions asked, I'd say.. Love. I love.. to love. I love falling inlove, I love how crazy it makes me, I love being manja, I love being kusut, I love running to the boyfriend and just start to rant about my day, I love bitching with my significant other, I love sharing inside-jokes across the table, I love huffing-and-puffing around my room, trying to look for the nicest outfit for my date, I love thinking of what to buy for monthsaries, I love sending goodnight messages, I love waking up to goodmorning messages, I love goodnight calls, I love hollywood kisses, I love anniversaries, I love holding hands, I love kissing, I love.. love.

If you have love, cherish is, appreaciate it, don't only hold on to it, but grasp it with both hands, and don't let it go, don't mess it up.

To end this post?.. I miss love.

Hey

2008-06-19T23:15:00.002+08:00

It's been awhile since I last scribbled my feelings in words, in paper, and in web for that matter. It's been a serious while. No, I'm not going to say that I was too busy to write, I'm not going to blame it on school. Simply put? I just didn't have the umph to write. Why am I writing now? Because I have this sudden urge of needing to write.

Birds-eye; this month is taking the longest to past. Am I saying that because I am on holiday right now? Maybe. Am I saying that because I've gotten a tad bit lonelier? Maybe so. I'm at home, and all my relatives from the philippines are here. They're all nicely sat on the dinner table, and they look.. content. Put aside the fact that they've wrinkled with age and memories, but when they smile.. It looks so genuine.

I hear my lolo belting out on the magic sing now. He's most probably drunk, and he looks as if he's having the time of his life. I wish I was like that. I would most probably kill, to be satisfied with what's on my plate. But I always, always, push my luck.. and instead of having extra desert, I am sent to my room. You gets? Good.

My little cousin is humping my leg now, I think he wants my attention. Better go x

Greetings, to what's left of my readers..

2008-05-23T22:27:00.002+08:00

Yes, yes. I am blogging.. believe it or not. No, I have not been busy. No, I was not run down by a bus. Frankly, and simply put, I've just been plain lazy. So, shall we start off with the basics?

- I haven't gotten anything on my mind lately but school. Deadlines, exams, homework. And yes, I do know that I am only in form 3. And you should take into account that i almost never complain about it since majority of the people I surround myself with are form fivers and above. But you know what... it's my blog, and I shall komplen when I nak. Ha!

- Is it just me, or is this year going about too fast? I swear it was just last week that I was celebrating New Years. And now.. It's may. The 5th month of the year. We're almost half way through the year people.........

- Yes, I do notice that my writing's gone abit stale.. But note down that I am blogging for your sake ok. Cough MJ cough :P I joke, I joke.

I attempted to blog, but obviously I have poorly failed. Forgive thee!

Excuse thee, again

2008-04-08T14:07:00.001+08:00

Forget what I just posted.

Excuse me

2008-04-08T11:42:00.003+08:00

Will be updating posts relating school for a couple of weeks, requested by Ms Beth. Sorry peeeeeeeeps! Don't bother checking for updates, unless you're interested in leading a healthy lifestyle.. Help yourself x

Secret rendezvous

2008-04-02T20:52:00.001+08:00

So, how are you?

Iza loves Danial

2008-03-28T01:21:00.002+08:00

I rememer...

The first time I saw, during expressions' choir practise and you were still in your little eminem phase, just the cutest thing
After rehearsals, you wanted to trade your Fratinis Pizza with my phone number, didn't work
I remember actually sneakily stealing your number off Nabil's phone during one of the practices in the theatre, there were two Danial's, I went for the Danial Lawa
You messaged me first that very same night
You left for UK
You came back and stole my heart, well.. I stole you from.. nuf said
Our first date
When I saw you that Sunday
The first time we made pizza and hate it behind the flower shop
When we CSI-ed the day away
When Yudi first sang 'are you sleeping'
The epic movie
So much

Because I'm bored

2008-03-27T14:25:00.002+08:00

Today..

2008-03-27T14:08:00.006+08:00

Dana and I attempted to..

Bake muffins that ended up like this, ergo.. failed :(

Leaving you with two very sad Noorhaizamdins

Have a good day you lot xxx

I love danial

2008-03-26T14:17:00.001+08:00

As Haris, the wise one aka the driver says,
... Pergi untuk kembali.

- it's 2.22 in BSB

A little awakening

2008-03-19T14:32:00.007+08:00

Most of what I really need to know about how to live and what to do and how to be, I learned in kindergarten. Wisdom was not at the top of the graduation mountain, but there in the sandbox at nursery school. These are the things I learned: Share everything-play fair-don't hit people-put things back where you found them-clean up your own mess-don't take things that aren't yours-say you're sorry when you hurt sombedy-wash your hands before you eat-flush-warm cookies and cold milk are good for you-live a balanced life-learn some and think some and draw and paint and sing and dance and play and work every day some-take a nap every afternoon-when you go out into the world, watch for traffic, hold hands and stick together-be aware of wonder-remember the little seed in the plastic cup-the roots go down and the plant goes up and nobody really knows how or why, but we are all like that-goldfish and hamsters and white mice and even the little seed in the plastic cup; they all die, so do we. And then remember the book about Peter and Jane and the first word you learned, the biggest word of all: LOOK. Everything you need to know is in there somewhere. The Golden Rule and love and basic sanitation. Ecology, politics and sane living. Think of what a better world it would be if we all-the whole world-had cookies and milk about three o'clock every afternoon and then lay down with our blankets for a nap. Or if we had a basic policy in our nations to always put things back where we found them and clean up our own messes. And it is always still true, no matter how old you are, when you go out into the world, it is better to hold hands and stick together.

There, I blogged.

Polka dotted cushions

2008-03-18T13:46:00.002+08:00

Ok fine, put aside the blogger's block. Try leaning more agaisnt.. a lazy dog?

So, the assesments are finally over. Hallelujah. In the midst of twirling my hair and bumming on the bed, I mulled over the thought of going downstairs and karoeke-ing my day away. But the fact that I've been karoeke-ing my days away almost everyday.. .... enter laptop. So here I am, on the laptop. On blogger. With absolutely nothing to say. Hands down, I've got a million and one thoughts thumbling and tripping in my head, but I'm not quite sure if it would make sense to the public eye.

What is there to talk about? My maid is downstairs, probably appending to the food we already have in the fridge. My sister is in school. My mother is at work, same goes for dad. My boyfriend is at home. Doing god-knows-what. And I am.. here. Bored to death that karoeke-ing the day away doesn't sound so bad anymore.

Earth to Iza!

2008-03-18T13:07:00.003+08:00

Haro peeps! Yes, yes. It's been awhile indeed. What with assesments and all..

... well would you look at that, blogger's block.

My name is Ama

2008-03-05T21:07:00.003+08:00

Ms Nadia Farhana Halim, what the message said was..

In spite of whatever may happen in your day, it's going to be okay. You've made it through difficult things before, right? Right. And you always land on your feet. Maybe not dancing; maybe not always sure about what to do next. But you always manage to figure things out. Especially when you're able to keep your sense of humour and not lose you smile. If you really think about it, you'll realize that you are a very strong individual. Someone who may not have all the answers, but who at least is willing to hope and try and believe. You can see your way through just about anything; it all depends on how you look at it. And when I look at you, I see someone who really is.. Pretty amazing x

- Don't forget that smile.

A good Saturday

2008-03-02T01:27:00.002+08:00

Me: Sucha Loser
Sarah: I know you are but what am I?
Sarah: (under her breath) .. a loser
Together: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHahHAhahHAhahHAHahHAHahHAH

Kim Possible

2008-02-23T13:23:00.002+08:00

18 words that you might come across with whilst I blog, and I really think they should exist, but sadly they don't..

1. Anecdultery (an nek dul tah ree) n.
- The moment when you are halfway through telling someone a story - acting in the know and exaggerating like crazy - when you realise itwas their story in the first place. (also communitake, theminiscing)

2. Binfidel (bin' fid elle) n.
- A person who sneaks his rubbish into your bin once it's been put out on the kerb, so there's never any space for you last forgotten bag. (also binfilltrator, coup d'etatrash)

3. Boastbuster (bowst' bust tah) n.
- A person who, when asked to guess how cheaply you bought something, always picks a figure so extreme that your story falls completely flat. (also anecdope, pestimator)

4. Buckstop (buhk' stop) n.
- The space left between the person using an ATM and the first person in the queue behind them. (also PINcushion, dough man's land)

5. Cosmetic perjury (koz met ik' pur jah ree) n.
- The tactful response required when you meet an acquaintance who has proudly changed their hair, face ot body in a failed attempt to improve their appearance. (also fake-lift, umdiscretion)

6. Edgehog (edj' hog) n.
- A bus, couch, plane passenger who hogs the aisle seat so you have to climb over them to get a vacant spot. (also yobstacle, AisleBeRightMate)

7. Eyeberg (eyz' burg) n.
- The icy look I or any other teenager give my mother when I want her to stop talking to my boyfriend. (also off-peak, frigidglare)

8. Hope Couture (howp' ku toor)
- The item of clothing you keep for years or months, in the vain hope of you might fit back into it someday. (also wishfits, martin -luthers, as in "I have a dream..")

9. Lovestuck (luvh' stuck) n
- The mment on a first date when both people want to make a move but are scared of getting a knockback, and as a result: nothing happens. (also per-sensual tension, ankissipation)

10. Flaparazzi (fla oah' rah tzee) n
- Someone who is always in the background of a live news report, waving stupidly at the camera. (also telepathetic, vextra, eyejacker)

11. Knack-nicker (nak' nik ah) n.
- Someone who can't leave a hotel room without taking every tea bag, sugar sachet, complementary shampoo, etc. (aka my mother) (also the artful lodger, kleptomarriott)

12. Tearerist (te rah' ryst) n.
- A person in the cinema who seems to take ages to unwrap/pick/open/ their sweets/popcorn/chips, then eats them one by one, oblivious to the noise. (also tornmenter, weapon of multiplex distraction)

13. Piece de resistance (pees' d re zis tonts) n.
- The last bit of food left on a plate because everyone wants to be polite. (also gluttanot, remorsel)

14. Moanotone (mown o' toen) n.
- The faltering voice my mother, (or everyone else who works) uses when she/they ring work to tell them their sick. (also arggghccent, phlegmbellishment)

15. Shinterjection (shin' tah jek' shun) n.
- At a dinner party, the sharp kick under the table you give your partner to indicate that whatever it is they are saying, they must stop saying it right now. (also shin dig, toed rage)

16. Tortune (tor' tyoon) n.
- A catchy yet awful song that you just can't get out of your head, even after hearing it played just once. (also ABBAration)

17. Suffermore (suf ah' moor) n.
- A person who is always sicker or wose off than you. If you say you are a bit tired, they are exhausted. If you are snowed under, they tell you to try it with divorced parents. And when someone steals your boyfriend, they tell you that nothing can compare to what happened to them last summer. (also hurtuoso, sickophant)

18. Veriflycation (veri fly kay' shun) n.
- That unvoluntary movement of checking the fly made by all men as they re-enter a public place after leaving the bathroom. (also heflex action)

* And a very happy birthday to Lynn my BFFL, and happy.. Independance day? xx

Pix

2008-02-18T20:35:00.006+08:00

- the new cut :(

- Bah with his buttoned nose

- the first embarassing picture of myself with a thong on my head.

- now who's the luckiest girl in the world?

- my favourite <3

- Daddy!

- good'ol school boys

I did it

2008-02-17T02:40:00.003+08:00

I don't know why or what I'm writing, but for some reason, I just feel the need to. I don't know what I'm going to write about or am writing about, all I know is that.. I need to write. It's always like that. When there's something bothering me up in the money-maker, famously known as "brain", I tend to just write it out as to walking it off. I'm in PE class now but it's raining outside so it's just.. class. Jacin's next to me, copying off Ahnaf's karangan. (As we all are at some point of the day), I can hear Ms Sheeba in the background, trying to keep the class down. And do they listen? No, they don't. They never do. Unless your name is Ms Shanti (porkchops a.k.a our principal), or Ms Chinn (a banging teach). I want so mnuch to leave this school, but I can't. God know's why. (No emoness intended). I grew up here. I literally did. From having o-o in my pants during kindergarten, from crying and screaming bloody murder if daddy was 1 minute late, to the girl that has to try to stay up in geography class. Hands down, the people here.. well some, are queer. But they're.. welcoming-queer. They'll hit you with the common stares, but after that they'd accept you. (unless your name is Ivan) I joke, I joke. My first time on stage was in primary 3. We were casting for Snow White and the seven dwarves, and I was supposed to be snow white (but you're black ha-ha funny).. until they saw Ms Jacinta Yau I-don't-love-Carey. But I was casted as the witch and my costume was if you ask me, off the hzzzaaaaay. Now, I hear Izzy bragging about his london days, whilst explaning what fags are to MJ and Jenica. Cute, cute.

Hey, it stopped raining.

Reminisce some time

2008-02-15T17:01:00.005+08:00

Fucking, eons ago.. Ish.

Waking up to the scent of roses and lillies

2008-02-15T12:04:00.002+08:00

Ah yes, it has definitely.. been awhile.

When I just lay back, and just let my mind wonder on its' own.. I still can't believe that it's 2008. So much has changed. So much.. It's scary. But in English Class the other day, Mr Eugene mentioned that change is the only permanent thing in life. Terrifying, but nontheless true. Sometimes, I just want to be back at Tungku beach with a box of tissues with Valentine, Nash and Dan looking at the stars with me.
Yesterday was Valentine's, and Danial got me a bouqet of roses and lillies, and for a valentine's-always, a box of patchi chocolates.. He's a keeper.
School's been hectic, but managable.. I have more than that to say, but a public blog isn't really where I want to spill my inner-guts to. But I'm managing, that's what matters right?
It was also two of sibling's birthday yesterday, one's in New York, and the other is in Leeds. And you know what? I can't wait to see them this summer. We're actually, and atypically, gonna be at the same place.. at the same time. Albeit it's not Brunei's roof.. we'll still be under a roof together. Beggers can't be choosers, eh?
Can you keep a secret? I miss Nazura. A lot.
Sometimes, I just want disappear for awhile. Be it just for a second, I don't give. 1 second would do me justice.

Get me out of this limbo..

*Happy belated to Azim, Randy and Yusri. Happy birthday Abg J and Kakak Anna, Fatin. And happy birthday ben! xxx

Yes ka, lawa rambutmu

2008-01-10T11:28:00.000+08:00

You know my darkest secrets, you know my foolish flaws, you literally.. know me inside and out. You've seen me in my worst state, morning-breath and all. You've seen me clean up. You've seen me grow since, since I was born. You've watched me fall.. and you've helped me get back up. And I love you so much. So much, that I wish I could just put you in my pocket and carry you everywhere I go. You may not be good with words, but It's alright. I just have to look in your eyes, not so much of a look.. even a glance would do. And then suddenly, I'd know just what to do, or where to go. From outfits to go to gadong, to the issues of my life.. You're there to listen. And you know what the best thing is? You don't have a say in whether or not you want to listen, because you're my sister. And I am beyond merry, to say that you.. are.. stuck. with. me. for. life :)

You big.. big.. big.. dyke.

So where do I begin?

2008-01-06T20:45:00.000+08:00

It's there, if you want to see it.

There's nothing but blue skies

2008-01-01T13:45:00.000+08:00

The vanilla ice-cream..
- I spent it with the people i've grown to love and care for so much

The bananas on the side..
- I met new faces, got closer with the familiar ones, and who can complain if you just danced the night away?

And to be the cherry on top with sprinkles all over..
- I'm finally seeing Danial this weekend. My Danial.

I had so much of a good time, and I hope you guys enjoyed yours.

Happy new year everybody! xxxx

Clumsy

2007-12-31T07:48:00.000+08:00

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrr angry.

Fuck that

2007-12-30T11:11:00.001+08:00

I guess I'll just bite my tongue.

If musik be the food of love, play on

2007-12-30T08:29:00.000+08:00

smile now my little magic.

My, my, my!

2007-12-28T07:51:00.000+08:00

Rainbow connection.

back up mofo BACK UP

2007-12-28T02:06:00.000+08:00

I miss my brother.

Izinkan

2007-12-27T04:38:00.000+08:00

Family?
- The best bunch you can find.

Friends?
- Beyond wonderful.

Boyfriend?
- Beyond amazing.

I'm content, thanks

Soy tan afortunado tenerte

2007-12-27T03:28:00.000+08:00

Nunca pensé que merecí a alguien como ti para llamar mis los propios. Ahora, estoy más allá de agradecido. Agradecido que te tengo, agradecido que sea el tuyo, y ninguno otro. Agradecido para el hecho de que consiga besarte, apenas porque. Agradecido. porque soy tu amor. Y eres el mío. Eres mi bestfriend, mi novio, mi soulmate, mi todo. Y no puedo esperar para verte otra vez.

Te amo más que la vida, mi amor..

Think back and talk to me

2007-12-27T03:13:00.000+08:00

Beyond ready for o8'.
Beyond ready for school.
Beyond ready to see Auntie Sonia.
Beyond ready to see my love.

Yes, I finally got a tagboard. Happy now?

My mama taught me better than that

2007-12-25T08:40:00.000+08:00

This? Now this is for you.

I don't know why I let my guard down for you, when from the very begining I had strictly taught myself that there was no such thing for me. That it just happens to not work for me. But you, you decided to see if you could change my mind. And short-sightedly, I let you. And now.. now look at us? If I were to ask you to reiterate, would you think back.. and recap the laughter, the joy, the tears, the secrets? Yes, you would. Funny, cause if I were in your position, the only thing that I am able to mull over, are all all the lies. The lies that both you and I made, that we made subconsciously. Imprudently. How could I let myself succumb to being friends with someone who's so artificial, so ignorant, so heedless of everyone else around her, so.. self-consumed, so.. odious? What was I thinking? Maybe I wasn't. But people make mistakes right?

It's christmas!

2007-12-25T00:12:00.000+08:00

Gentle comedy

2007-12-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

and this last one is just because i miss my bestfriend

Kicking in oldschool

2007-12-24T16:42:00.000+08:00

Just a little bit...

So, it's christmas eve..

2007-12-24T16:31:00.000+08:00

For christmas?

Simple.

You.

Just once

2007-12-22T03:35:00.000+08:00

- I miss waking up to messages from you
- I miss going about my day and hearing from you
- I miss having early morning breakfasts with you
- I miss having our wiggybreak
- I miss "but i didn't get to rub my belly like a bowl full of jelly"-ing with you
- I miss "i refuuuuuuuuse to cooperate with your bullshit"-ing with you
- I miss going on the phone when our o-o's refuse to work with us
- I miss having your scent stuck on to my shirt just after one hug
- I miss our secrethandshake
- I miss hearing your ringtone play on my phone
- I miss "faaaaaaaaaatty-bom-bom"
- I miss kantuting with you
- I miss your bed-smell
- I miss seeing your chin move
- I miss getting ready with you
- I miss our pizza-fridays
- I miss our movie-dates
- I miss our horror marathon
- I miss just having able to run to you after a shit day
- I miss our hollywood-kisses
- I miss just sitting and bitching with you
- I miss our couch-potato days
- I miss having tita emma's pasta
- I miss just non-stop rambling, and you would amazingly get me
- I miss watching E! with you
- I miss.. you. So much.

Pssst.. up there

2007-12-21T05:45:00.001+08:00

Thanks.

.. for everything.

Olaaaaaaaaa!

2007-12-16T01:58:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the lack of blogging, just got back from miri! Got a splitting headache right now, so I'll smell ya lattttttttter!

Kissssses, Huuuuugs, Looooooove!

99 red balloons!

2007-12-13T00:23:00.000+08:00

craaaaaazy in the head, craaaaaaazy in the bed

I don't know why

2007-12-10T03:00:00.000+08:00

I can't stop thinking about you.. I wonder what you're doing right now.

Boredom struck at 2.40AM

2007-12-10T02:39:00.000+08:00

Flux

2007-12-10T02:32:00.000+08:00

bliss

Risque

2007-12-10T00:22:00.000+08:00

Call me clingy, call me dependent, I don't care. I fucking miss you.

Better together

2007-12-08T19:46:00.001+08:00

+0607060956

Albeit short, it's funny how a phone-call from across the world can do you justice.

Secret #2

2007-12-08T19:23:00.000+08:00

con·vul·sion /kənˈvʌlʃən/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[kuhn-vuhl-shuhn] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–noun
1. contortion of the body caused by violent, involuntary muscular contractions of the extremities, trunk, and head.
2. violent agitation or disturbance; commotion.
3. an outburst of great, uncontrollable laughter.

- convulsion

A severe, often violent involuntary contraction of the muscles. Convulsions may be caused by high fevers or poisoning and often accompany such diseases such as epilepsy.

One prozac a day

2007-12-08T19:18:00.000+08:00

MISS - MISSING /mɪs/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[mis] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–verb (used with object)
1. to fail to hit or strike: to miss a target.
2. to fail to encounter, meet, catch, etc.: to miss a train.
3. to fail to take advantage of: to miss a chance.
4. to fail to be present at or for: to miss a day of school.
5. to notice the absence or loss of: When did you first miss your wallet?
6. to regret the absence or loss of: I miss you dreadfully.
7. to escape or avoid: He just missed being caught.
8. to fail to perceive or understand: to miss the point of a remark.
–verb (used without object)
9. to fail to hit something.
10. to fail of effect or success; be unsuccessful.
–noun
11. a failure to hit something.
12. a failure of any kind.
13. an omission.
14. a misfire.
—Verb phrases
15. miss out, Chiefly British. to omit; leave out.
16. miss out on, to fail to take advantage of, experience, etc.: You missed out on a great opportunity.
—Idiom
17. miss fire. fire (def. 52).

Here we are again

2007-12-08T01:52:00.000+08:00

I've always hated airport-goodbyes, I've already started cursing the miles. I hope you're safe bu, you know I love you.

Bewitched

2007-12-06T01:25:00.000+08:00

The day panned out OK.

doaku tuhan

2007-12-03T05:05:00.000+08:00

Stripped off of all artificiality.

- I want my Abg Jaime, Abg Daniel, Kaka Anna and Auntie Sonia, to come back. And to have the whole family under the same roof.
- I want to wake up from Auntie Sonia's fits of sneezes.
- I want to spend a Family sunday, with the whole family.. for the first time.
- I want to consume food without having to worry about the consequence, or should I say flab.. I'd get from it.
- I want a book to read, be it copactic. I just want a book to read.
- I want to know what Lola and Lolo are doing right now.
- I want to see Uncle Dan a.k.a Papa.
- I want so badly to detach my morbid habit of having to please everyone.
- I want to spend christmas and new years with my boyfriend.
- I want Danial to not leave.
- I want so badly to dream a dream of my nini laki, whom I never got to meet.
- I want this year to end as fast as it can, I am so ready for 2008.
- I want a dog.
- I want to perform, and leave atleast one person in the audience in tears.
- I want to know how Teneesha and Stephanie are doing.
- I want to know how many people are thinking about me right now.
- I want to know how tomorrow is going to pan out.
- I want to know when did everyone start growing up.
- I want to never disappoint daddy.
- I want to be a lawyer
- I want to maybe even be a chef.
- I want to learn how to speak spanish. And french.
- I want to learn how to ride a horse and not scream bloody murder whilst on it.
- I want to go to a far away exotic country, and actually be happy to come back to Brunei.
- I want to marry Danial.
- I want to have 3 kids. A girl, a boy, and an adopted child. Don't ask why.
- I want to name my first born, Lailatul Amor.
- I want to meet Oprah Winfrey.
- I want to know what really happened that night. But for now, I'll just bite my tongue.
- I want to go to sleep now.

Goodnight Brunei, the sky is beautiful tonight.

Food for thought

2007-11-30T12:53:00.000+08:00

Hello. I'm alive and breathing, don't worry.

Beyond cloud nine

2007-11-29T14:38:00.000+08:00

I didn't get to rub my belly like a bowl full of jellyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Subtle change

2007-11-13T16:50:00.000+08:00

Serious rant

I don't hear the birds singing whenever I wake up in the morning like I used to. I don't look forward to things I used to look forward to. I don't feel like it's home, whenever I am home. The fact that I'm so used to waking up to made breakfasts, pressed uniforms, accompanied by shoes on the side, a cleaned room whenever I open the door, folded clothes whenever I scan my closet, a phone call that I could make at any second of the day for when I feel like bitching, a ride to my voice lessons, a familiar face I look forward to whenever sleepless nights visit, friendster to browse through whenever everyone else is too busy to see to me, a house to go to 5 minutes away whenever I feel like being away from home and everyone in it. Those things, were the things that kept me thinking with a commonsensical mind. But with all that gone, and to have confine in just one person to handle the encumbrance of it all, is a bona fide quintessensial of inhumanity.

Growing; cause everyone else around me is.

Introduction, Interlude

2007-11-09T14:39:00.000+08:00

update/

So, I'm still stuck in Brunei, I still want to end world hunger, but seeing how I did in my science exam yesterday.. Not so big in being a scientist anymore. But hey, CSI is still pretty damn cool.

So much has changed, but I can't seem to bring myself to type them all down. Everything just makes more sense when they're in my head. To see it on paper, monitor screen, or to even hear myself speak of it outloud.. Is just too scary. Sometimes, I wish so hard to be able to be 6 again. Everything was so much easier then. I was so oblivious. I had nothing to hide, nothing to hide from, nothing to cry myself to sleep to (excluding the agonising toothaches I used to have)

I miss having abang around the house. Albeit he has always been a pain in the ass, but he was always the spirit of the family. I remember the dinners the whole family would have every night, and he would always have something blithe to tell us about. Be it about something he went through, or his friend's encountered it. I just miss him.

I miss Auntie Sonia, I miss Daddy, I miss Kaka Anna, I miss Abang Jaime, I miss Yaya, I miss AJ, I miss Alexis, I miss Jabba, I miss so many people.

Sigh.

I don't know

2007-11-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

Something's wrong, but I can't seem to place my finger on it.

.. And then, there were 2.

Who woulda thunk it

2007-10-28T20:53:00.000+08:00

Still breathing.

Coming out

2007-10-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

Checking out the Chan-Chan Man!

Lizard shit

2007-10-23T00:33:00.000+08:00

Warning: Random post pertaining random thoughts.

I have been smacked-faced infront of the computer for hours, and yet when I look at the time.. it's just 12.36AM. Bloody friggin hell. I guess the mundane good student thing to do is to be smacked-faced infront of books but on the contrary, I am surfing the net.. watching clips of the famous singaporean blogger, name-need-not-be-mentioned. Remotely amusing, but I find the twang abit egh. I have now, an alternative way of wearing a bikini. Hoorah! -- I'm on my bed, and it is so cold that I'm freezing my tits off.

Post-it goodbyes

2007-10-22T07:44:00.000+08:00

So, my tita Sonia is leaving some time next week. For good. I can't believe she's actually gonna leave for good this time. We all had a personal maid, and Tita Sonia was mine. She came before I was born and she's been here eversince. She knows which plate I like eating off best, which part of the chicken I eat, what drink I want depending on what time of the day it is. I don't think I'll ever find another tita as good as her. Who, by the by, thinks betadine is the solution to everything. She seperates my clothes the way I like them, she puts out the pair of heels that would match my outfit right by the door. She wakes me up 5 minutes before my alarm does, which is actually much more convenient to my daily routine. She used to tie my hair the way I liked it when I was in primary school, but at times she would get it wrong and I would scream bloody murder.

I know saying, "everyone leaves" practically proves itself right.. I didn't think even my tita would be under that category.

Delite

2007-10-22T01:32:00.000+08:00

I got a problem, and I don't know what to do about it, even if I did; I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it.

On the sticks

2007-10-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

I've decided to rant in bullet form this time.

- I'm being a couch potato, while having CSI playing on the television.
- I've got this exasperating indolent ulcer that I've had for weeks.
- I'm getting really annoyed with people being so gullible and intrigued with hearsay.
- For the past week I've been binging on tapak kuda like a mad woman.
- I'm reading 3 books at a time so far.

-- Laptops getting hot, rant more later.

Hazing

2007-10-19T21:45:00.000+08:00

Haro beautiful people of the world. It's been too long since I last blogged, so here I am. Just letting you know that I'm still alive. Exam-fever is kicking in :(

Salam Eid Mubarak`

2007-10-13T02:27:00.000+08:00

Ampun beribu ampun, folks. Forgive... but it's entirely your choice whether or not to forget. See you all on the 2nd day of raya! Have a festive season everyone!

Yours truly,
Izzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzay.

Secret #1

2007-10-10T20:02:00.000+08:00

When I was 6-10, I suffered from insomnia.

Apologies on napkins

2007-10-10T18:06:00.000+08:00

Raya, is literally just around the corner. And I can't wait. I'm so excited and hell yes. I've got the raya-fever. But I'm pretty bummed about the fact that my brother, the loudest and probably the most intelligent person I know. Won't be celebrating it with his family. He, unfortunately.. has to spend it in the Brunei Hall. Where all the bruneians get together and combine their miserability of not being able to celebrate raya with their families.

Sungkai-- BRB!

Back. On the bright side, my sister from another mother (literally) will be visiting us on the 11th, and if I am not mistaken that's tomorrow. I haven't seen her for.. 3-4 years? It's gonna be so weird seeing her again. Finally, she'll be able to understand and comprehend what I am saying now that I am not 10 anymore. And I think she's taking abang Anthony a long with her, they've been together for aeons and I swear, if he doesn't propose to Kakak soon, I might just do it for him.

Baby jeles.... kthanxbye.

Wonder

2007-10-09T15:27:00.000+08:00

These past few days have been filled with a whirpool of emotions. But I am so glad, and so happy that it's finally over and all is right with the world again. I have just read Sarah's blog.. And she really did get me pondering the thought. And it is true, eventually.. Everyone does leave. Next thing you know, Kaka's gonna be out of the house then it'll just be the rents and I.

I was reading Sarah's post, and it read that her Lola passed away. May she rest in peace. And it also read that her mother didn't even cry that much, and she referred to her as the iron lady. And then it struck me. The only time I've seen my mother cry was eons ago. And I look up to her so much, she doesn't cry over the miniscule things like you usually would. She is so strong, SO strong. She's probably the most mentally strongest person I know.

I admire her for that. So much. I also have just realized that I don't thank her enough. She, who brought me into this world. She, who put her dreams on hold to raise my siblings and I. And I am for ever thankful for that. She, who would come to school whenever I would tell her that somebody bullied me. She, who would spend more money then she makes on me.. just so that I am the prettiest girl at the birthday party. She, who is the reason why I have this shirt on my back. She, who is the most beautiful person I know, inside and out. She, my role-model. She, my mother.

Aaaaah..

2007-10-09T02:06:00.001+08:00

All is right with the world again..

Please lah.

2007-10-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

Stop whining when you have absolutely nothing to whine about. If anything and anyone, I should be doing the whining. You have no idea, you just have no idea. And if you have a feeling that I'm talking about you, then well.. maybe I am.

Run and laugh along to your little friends. Bitches.

And yet again..

2007-09-28T14:54:00.000+08:00

My brother left again yesterday. And I cried a lot, this time. He was here for a whole 2 months for his summer holiday. Out of the whole 2 months he was here, he got mad at me only once. He took my sister and I out almost every night and we would stay out til the break of dawn. Actually, it was more like playing text twist til the break of dawn. It was so sad to see him walk through those airport doors again. I was so used to having him around again.

Lai, mau nasi katok?

It was really nice to have him around, and this will be the 2nd raya we're spending again without him. I guess you really can't have your cake and eat it too. To have things go your way all the time, I mean come on where's the fun in that? I think I'm getting used to people leaving by now. And that was one of the things I made sure that I never wanted to happen.

It's a new day

2007-09-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday.. to the love of my life.

Mashimaro

2007-09-22T00:11:00.000+08:00

I just came home from the movies. Watched Chuck&Larry with Mr Deen. It was really good, very.. refreshing. Hahaha. I also watched Mr Deeds earlier in the afternoon just as I woke up. I gotta say, I love Adam Sandler. I think the first movie I watched of his was.. Big Daddy. And when I heard him say, "how much wood could a wood-chuck chuck, if a wood-chuck could chuck wood?" I fell inlove with his big egg-shaped head.

Adam Sandler. You gotta love him :D

Dr Pepper

2007-09-21T13:20:00.000+08:00

I want to live in an old Victorian. A beautiful old white Victorian. With blue shutters, and a big red door. The grass, coloured in the brightest shade of green you've ever seen. And a big oak tree right across the sidewalk, that sheds within the seasons. And a tyre swing on one of it's branches.

One day. Someday. You'll see.

On top of the world

2007-09-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

writer's block

Look back

2007-09-19T19:05:00.000+08:00

I remember that day. I remember exactly what happened. I also remember feeling so lost and so down, and eventhough we hadn't spoken for 2 months.. I dialled your number.

"Baby?"

And that's when the book re-wrote itself again.

I love you.

Couch poraro on rhe roose

2007-09-19T18:53:00.000+08:00

One fine day...

Forgetful Lucy

2007-09-18T01:02:00.001+08:00

Seven things that scare me

· Death of loved ones
· Armageddon
· No more crayons in the world
· God
· Losing my voice
· Disappointing dad

Seven things I like the most

· My family
· My Mr Deen
· Sushi; octupuses and all.
· A lazy sunday
· Kissing.
· My alternate universe; Mitch Albom's and Cecilia Ahern's.
· Kisses on the neck

Seven important things in my room

· Photos
· Charger
· Seasons 1-10 of friends
· Make up
· Laptop/Computer
· My box
· Toothbrush

Seven random facts about me

· I want to end world hunger.
· My tongue can reach my nose.
· My tongue can reach my elbow.
· I love it when I wake up in the morning with my nose all fuzzy and cold.
· Sneezing is my quintessential of a fun time.
· I procrastinate like there's no tomorrow.
· I starve myself when I'm depressed.

Seven things I plan to do before I die

· Vist paris.
· Learn to be fluent in spanish and french.
· See Oprah.
· Travel all over the world.
· Live in New York.
· Build schools in Nepal or Cambodia.
· End world hunger.

Seven things I can do

· Love
· Make a kickass chocolate cake
· Hibernate
· Make you smile
· Woo your mom.
· Be an absolute bitch
· Live with Nazura

Seven things I can't do

· Disappoint daddy
· Pick up after myself
· Not screw up
· The Salsa :(
· Walk in 4 inch heels
· Leave the tap running or the lights on when not necessary
· Camp in the forest

Seven things I say the most

· Hi baby
· You what?
· Ah fuck
· What the fuck?
· I love yew I love yew I love yew
· Bye auntie son.
· Oh sweet mother of God.

Seven celeb crushes

· Noah from the notebook
· Honestly, Adam Sandler
· Brad Pitt
· Johnny Deppppp
· CMM
· Matt Le Blanc
· Cole from charmed

Black poppy

2007-09-18T00:01:00.001+08:00

1. Sleep with or without clothes on?
Most of the time with, but I have my nudist days.

2.Prefer black or blue pens?
Brack carer prease.

3.Dress up on Halloween?
No.

4.Like to travel?
Def.

5.Like someone?
No.

6.Does he/she know?
-

7. Sleep on your side?
On the stomach.

8. Think you're attractive?
I have my days.

9. Want to marry?
Yes, I do.

10. Who?
Mr Deen.

11. Are you a good student?
Haha again, I have my days.

12. Are you involved in sports?
Recently? No. Aaaaaaaaiyo I feel ze love handles building up.

14. Birthplace?
Over the moon.

15. Do u do drugs?
Tak.

16.Colored or black-and-white photo?
Black-and-white prease :)

17. Do long distance relationships work?
They work, only if you want them to work.

18. Do you believe in astrology?
Yes.

19.Do you believe in god?
Totary!

20. Do you believe in love at first sight?
More like lust at first sight.

21. Do you consider yourself the life of the party?
Well.... hahaha.

22. Do you drink?
Quit, last-christmas.

23. Do you have your own car?
No :(

24. Do you have a job?
I wish.

25. Do you make fun of people?
Yes ok, I do, so shoot me. What else are you supposed to do here? Praise every Joe and Jane wearing mismatched clothes?

26. Do you think dreams eventually come true?
Look at Martin Luther King.

27. Fave thing to do?
Lazy Sundays with my Mr Deen.

28. Fave breakfast food?
My eggs sunny skies up.

29. Fave Candy?
The yerrow one with sambui in it, oooooooooooooh.

30. Fave Vacation spot?
Paris please.

31. Favorite body part of the opposite sex?
I'm sorry, I have too many to name.

32. Favorite cartoon/comic?
Moncheechees!

33. Go to the movies or rent?
The movies.

34. Have you ever moved?
More than my fingers can count.

35. Have you ever stolen anything(from a store)??
When I was younger, I stole pencil lead from Hua Ho. Woo crinimar.

36. How's the weather right now?
Calm.

37. Hug or kiss?
Hugs. Kisses. Hugs. Kisses. I'm torn.

38. Last person you talked to on the phone?
My Booooooo.

39.Last time you showered?
Few hours ago.

40. Loud or soft music?
Somewhere in the middle.

41. McDonalds or Burger King?
Burger King.

42. More romantic; baths or showers?
Baths.

43. Night or day?
Both actually.

44. Number of Pillows?
4.

45. drums or guitar?
Instrument? Guitar? Player? Drummer :D

46. PE or MaTh?
Depends on what day it is.

47. Punk or Classic?
Classic.

48. Hangout or study?
Hmm... I dunno... What do you think?

49. yoghurt or milk?
Both!!!!

50. eggs or chocolate?
Ooooooooooooooooooooooh...

Over the moon

2007-09-17T23:49:00.000+08:00

Huuuuffalump.

Warts and all

2007-09-17T03:18:00.000+08:00

I am seriously bored out of my mind, it's 3.20 in the morning and school is just in a couple of hours.

Tell me again.. are we lovers or friends?

Callaway

2007-09-17T02:59:00.000+08:00

1. Who were you with last night?
Mmmmmmmmm Danial.

2. What woke you up this morning?
Wasn't asleep yet.

3. Where are you?
On the couch.

4.Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
School starts tomorrow, could go either way.

5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
Just baba.

6. When was the last time you cried?
Earlier last week.

7. Ever thrown up in public?
No.

8. Passed out because of alcohol?
Nope!

9. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
What to cook for the rents for sahur, I'm feeling nice today. (I surreptitiously want to become a chef)

10. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
Yes.

Bring me flowers

2007-09-16T08:15:00.000+08:00

Hello blogger world. It is 8.16AM in Brunei Darussalam, Jalan Muara, 3 houses behind tiong hin "district". Eversince ramadhan started I've started the habit of staying awake during the wee hours of the night, and being dead asleep through the day till I hear the whole house scream, "BAAAAAAAAAAAADUK". Don't get me wrong, I love the routine, but unfortunately, school will be starting in.. OH SHIT TOMORROW.

laskgnlkansglg!!@@###$$$$$$$%^^&&****#@!!!!##$%DHGSG%^&&*((

As Sarah would say, "Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooosah".

Here come the puasa days.

2007-09-13T01:22:00.000+08:00

Happy puasa everybody.

I really really miss yaya. Wish you were here..

Hehehehehehehehe.

2007-09-02T21:41:00.000+08:00

Never better :)